Welcome to the
River of January...
… Rio de
Janeiro – the town where supermarket clerks will double-bag a liter
of milk – where bus drivers think they are pod racing (nerdy Star
Wars joke) – where men consistently grab their crouches – where
even Mexicans are called gringos – and where every local has at
least one tattoo. Also, the town where giant and forest covered
cliffs peak up abundantly – where wide bounty beaches stretch along
a sea crowded by oil platforms and tankers – where everyone will
dance and sing with the slightest opportunity to do so – where
rich, poor, monkeys, middle class, pelicans and hummingbirds co-exist
– where homosexuals and ladyboys thrive – a town of eternal
summer, cockroaches and tropical showers – the town of... uhm...
okay, let us stop here!!!
I arrived on the
5th of October 2011, took the bus from the airport to a stop
where I got picked by my first couch host, Aline, a punk rock girl
with dyed red hair, lots of tattoos, a music composer and a stylish
painter who lived in the party neighborhood of Lapa. My Portuguese
was still very beginnerish, so we would converse in English. I spent
around a week at her place, together with two other couch surfers.
Feeling new and a bit insecure in the giant metropolis, I took it
fairly easy and spent time with my host and the other surfers.
One of my first
nights in this new place I woke up to a furious thunder storm raging
outside. I went on the balcony to save Aline's painting material from
the rain, as well as roll up the giant curtain which seemed likely to
break in the strong winds. It was on the 11th floor and quite a
sight – a nightly thunder storm in Rio from that height. Suddenly,
while I was struggling with rolling the curtain up, lightning struck
right in the street below me. It hit a power mast with a shredding
“DRRRHHH” sound a bright flash from thousands of sparks emerging
from the mast. In that moment my heart skipped a dozen beats and then
started racing while adrenaline shot through my veins. I doubled my
pace turning the metal handle rolling up the curtain, fearing I might
be the next target! Though scary, it was quite an exciting moment as
well, witnessing this raw power of nature.
After a week at
Aline's place I moved to another couch host, Gaia was her name and
she was living with her mom Elke in Copacabana. It was a really nice
house and friends of Elke and Gaia would be passing everyday, along
with the occasional couch surfer. A social nexus point one could say.
Gaia liked to drink
and party a lot with her university friends. She would probably go
out four times a week at least, and so I ended up going out a lot as
well, holding back on the alcohol though. Her preferences would be
places with jazz, and I found that here in Rio legends such as Herbie
Hancock actually gets their deserved tributes through cover groups. I
was truly impressed by the absolutely brilliant musicians in this
town, as well as how well people would receive musicians by
lightheartedly participating with both singing and dancing.
During these days at
Gaia's I went to the Cinelandia Square quite a few times. This square
was where the 'Occupy Rio' movement had put up their tents (you know,
the global movement against the corrupt democracies and failed
systems of capitalism). The Rio movement consisted of lots of
solidarity, political discussions, visions of a better society and
also lots of music, dancing, painting and other creative and unifying
stuff. I contributed with some guitar and singing every now and then,
and at any time the Cariocas (Brazilians native to Rio) would back me
up with percussion, flutes, more guitars, singing, etc. from what
seemed a national genetic musical heritage in their blood.
One day while
playing some traditional Rainbow songs, a Rainbow brother and -sister
came up to me, being my first encounter with the Brazilian family.
Bruno, tall, long black hair, typically dressed in black, guitar- and
flute player, Vipasanna meditator and with a very calm ambiance
around him. And Daniela, light brownish hair, dressed in loose
colorful or bright dresses and somewhat resembling a druid woman from
days of old. Both smelled innerly of peace and love and I came to
spend much time with them the next many moons.
At one point I
contacted some people from the 'Occupy Copenhagen' movement back
home, and was very informally made international
correspondent by one of the organizers here, hehe. I am afraid I
did not quite live up to that title though!
It is safe to say
that I really enjoyed my first weeks in Rio. After around two weeks
at Gaia's, my time to move on had come. I was headed to an orphanage
in the mountains north of Rio, where I had negotiated a year long
voluntary position with food and accommodation. I still had not
finished my thesis, which every time I worked on it seemed to get
further from finishing! I would simply have to focus on it between
the work with the orphans, I thought.
A change of plans
The orphanage was
located north of Rio amidst lush and wild mountain nature. From the
contrasting dusty red roads leading to the orphanage, you could see
green and algae covered lakes sitting at the bottom of valleys. It
was about an hour walk from the nearest town through this kind of
intriguing landscapes, and I felt good being out of Rio and back into
nature.
The orphanage itself
consisted of several tall multiple level buildings connected by
terrace bridges. It had a big dirt court and even a cemented outside
sports area under a giant roof. 23 kids lived there, the youngest
being 3 years old and the oldest 11. My first impression was very
positive indeed, but as it was, it did not last long...
Several things
struck me already my second day. First I noticed how the employed
social workers would talk to the kids in a quite unpleasant and
superior way. Then how the kids would get punished by breaking simple
rules such as speaking without raising a hand. Structure and
discipline seemed to be the keywords of the general pedagogy.
The other volunteers
did not have much experience from working with kids before, so they
somewhat blindly followed this pedagogical line. On top of this, the
volunteers were given 48 hour shifts which included cleaning, during
laundry, serving food, which when considering 23 kids meant a lot of
chore work. Honestly I was not there voluntarily to do such work.
Then something quite disturbing as well was how the washing machines
every day unloaded huge amounts of dirty and chemically (soap)
affected water right unto the naked earth. It was off the sewage grid
I guess, but for me there is no justification of such direct
pollution, especially at a place where children live and learn about
life.
After less than a
week I told the director that I was sorry, that I had to leave and I
explained him why and how I felt about the practices. It was all
sorted calmly and with full understanding from all sides.
There was another
reason for me leaving as well, and maybe it was actually the biggest
one. Upon arrival I felt good about my year long position, but as
soon as I had seen the place and had my room shown to me, I kinda
felt something was not right. During the next few days further
introspection revealed to me that I simply was not ready for this
sort of dedication. I had quite my job with the Red Cross to go on
this journey, and though I had been three months on the way, it felt
like I had merely begun. Dedicating myself to one place was not what
I wanted to do at this time.
I am truly sorry for
the inconvenience I might have caused the orphanage, as well as I
feel bad for just abandoning a place because I did not like it right
away. But I feel I did what I had to do, and thankfully it seemed the
kids were doing great there as well as there were some inspiring and
passionate volunteers to take care of them.
Before I get on with
my tales, let me just zoom in on one night at the orphanage, where I
met Mickey Mouse himself!
It was late, and I
was sitting all by my lonesome on the porch of the volunteer house,
reading in some guidebooks to Brazil I had found there. Around me was
dense forest and the sounds of crickets soared in from all
directions. Above me I had a roof with some lights, and many spiders,
big as golf balls had opportunistically woven their webs there. Once
in a while a big buzzing bug would get caught, and I would anticipate
the following struggle – would the bug be able to break free before
the golf ball's piercing fangs would seduce it with poison? And can
you believe it, whenever a bug got caught I could not help cheering
for the spider!
Then suddenly, I
heard a strange tripping sound behind me. I was sitting/lying in a
big arm chair, and slowly I stuck my head out to look back and see
what it was. Right there in front of me, a huge mouse looking
creature – definitely a rodent of some kind – was staring right
at me. It was the size of a big cat, yet had the perfect shape of a
mouse, it's fur all black and a naked tail ending in a white tip.
It's nose would be sniffing like a rabbit's and with two round and
shining black eyes sitting close to each other, it was staring
directly at me, less than two meter away. I froze and stared right
back at it, and there we were for about 10 seconds or so. Then it
decided to trip on, and slowly it went of the porch and back into the
pitch black forest. “Wow, Mickey Mouse is real”, I thought to
myself...
Sit alone and
completely quiet in the night, and nature will reveal itself to you.
I really enjoyed meeting this guy, and being this close to the wild
Brazilian nature for a moment had me consider my thoughts about
leaving. Yet I stuck with my decision, said goodbye to everyone and
went for Rio to reorganize myself for the now unknown future.
Squatting in the
center and a week on the New Earth
Coming back to Rio I
had got lucky with a last minute (or emergency) couch, but could only
stay a few days there, though time enough to get accepted at another
host. Between them I had some homeless days though, so I decided to
go back to Cinelandia Square and put up my tent with the squatters. I
was literally camping in the center of Rio.
It was an
interesting experience, but not enough for me to stay there. Besides
the many positive elements of solidarity and creativeness, there were
a lot of problems as well, specifically with the homeless people whom
there are many of in Rio. They would hang out with the squatters,
drinking alcohol and smoking maconha (marijuana) and generally
interfere in quite rude ways with the idealistic squatters. On top of
that my ears were hurting from car and bus noise 24/7 and in the
morning it would reek of exhaust fumes inside my tent. So I went to
stay with my new couch host, Eddie. He was a lawyer and had a very
big and nice apartment in the Botafogo neighborhood, where he lived
and sometimes with his daughter. We got along well and I felt good at
his place where he told me I could stay a week. Those days, besides
getting on with my thesis, I kept going back to Cinelandia to help
out with practical work, participate in the workshops, and spend more
time with my new friends, Bruno and Daniela among others. And it was
then I found out about this upcoming festival, Nova Terra (New Earth)
which would be held soon. It practically sounded like an organized
Rainbow with real facilities. Even one of the days at Cinelandia, an
actual Rainbow Caravan passed, a group of more than 20 brothers and
sisters from 10 different countries, coming from the last years
Worldbow in Argentina, spreading love, peace and arts on their way
through village after village. They were on their way to the next
Worldbow here in Brazil, yet before that they would go and help out
with the Nova Terra festival. I was excited and thankful to meet more
family, and I even knew some of them from the Euro Gathering in
Finland back in 2010.
In the mean time I
had moved couch host yet again, but this time back to Gaia and Elke.
I stayed there a few days, left some stuff there for then to take off
for Nova Terra. And I was welcome back at their place afterwards they
told me.
11/11/11 was the day
I took off for Nova Terra. Meeting up with Tainá, an only 17 year
old Carioca with a beautiful soul who had approached me at a metro
station (probably thinking I looked interesting with my fire staff
and Andean woven guitar cover), but whom I mainly knew from my time
at Cinelandia. Given her young age she was truly a brilliant being,
open-minded, empathetic, dealing with intimidating homeless in
courageous and skillful ways and already something like a young
yoga-mastress. Girls like her are the future of this world.
We would first
participate in some sort of 11/11/11 ritual near the Cinelandia
Square, and then joined by a girl named Angelita, we caught the bus
that would take us out of Rio towards the festival.
Angelita was a not
so tall black girl with long curly hair. She had a mysterious and
beautiful face, a lighthearted and calm presence and she was into
capoeira, tambourine percussion and mouth harp. Just a few years back
after her Daime initiation (Santo Daime is a Brazilian religion from
the Amazon region, mixing Christianity with Shamanism and the holy
drink of ayahuasca) she had found a new path in her life to follow,
and her job as a geologist at an oil platform, was not something she
hoped she had to continue much longer. From our first meeting there
was something of a chemistry between us and we ended up spending much
time at the festival together, and sharing a tent every night.
Nova Terra was an
absolutely wonderful time for me. It was only a few hundred people
and took place in a serene natural spot, with a big white rock
mountain rising in the background. Swimming pools, a huge sheltering
dome, a stage, a community kitchen, sheltered places to eat, a sweat
lodge and lots of grass areas to play on, and then no alcohol and
lots of beautiful people playing, dancing, chanting around bonfires,
all the usual, etc.!
I hung out with the
Rainbow Caravan, and made friends with this Norwegian brother also
named Martin. He is on an amazing path in his life and puts lots of
effort into realizing the visions of the Rainbow family. I look much
forward to spend more time with him at the Worldbow.
I also met this
incredible singer, Luciana. She sings with a power and passion that
only few people have, and mainly everything is completely
improvisational. She sings with her soul, one could say. The way I
met her was when Angelita and I were sitting and jamming quietly with
my claves and her mouth harp, and Luciana sat down with us and asked
if she could sing. “Por favor”, we told her, and seeming rather
emotional for some reason, she started singing and it was like magic
flowing out from her lungs. Later at the festival she was performing
on stage with a violinist and banjo player, all during improvisation,
and I was spinning some fire nearby with some borrowed poi. Like
metal to a magnet I was drawn towards the stage, and ended in front
of her and the musicians. I started following her voice with my
dance, and without any of the advanced technical stuff I know, I
truly connected to the music, the fire and to my body and being. It
felt amazing, and after Luciana had finished and the audience was
applauding, we looked deeply and thankfully at each other.
“Let's make a new
Earth, and let's start right now”, was the message of the festival,
and it will sing in me forever. Some time ago, inspired by the
Rainbow in Finland, I have written a poem, which I find fitting to
relate just now:
I
want to make a place
start right now
a search for somewhere green
to put it in;
lush terrain and carve a garden,
from heart through fingers sow -
thanking Pachamama
then share the earth on ground,
bless and transform trees,
shape wood with children's dreams;
our homes.
When evenings come and circles form
I'd watch eyes being born
into bonfires' calm.
Daniela whom I had
met in Cinelandia was also at the festival. Knowing only that I
wanted to go to the Worldbow in January/February, and my temporary
homes mostly being couch hosts, she offered me that I could live at
her place, if I needed somewhere to stay for longer time. She also
lived in Copacabana close to Gaia and Elke's place, and so a few days
after upon returning from the festival, I moved to Daniela's.
Almost settling
down in Rio
I ended up staying
in Rio for two more months after Nova Terra. Daniela showed
incredible kindness, taking me into her home, and I repaid as good as
I could by contributing with shopping, cooking, cleaning and such.
Her home had a very calm and grounded energy, always clean and with
small figurines from various religions here and there along with her
own colorful paintings on most of the walls. I had my own room and
there was a nice balcony with a hammock to catch the morning sun in.
Every morning
Daniela woke early, made green juice – which she would leave a
glass of for me for when I got up – and took of for work on her
bicycle. She worked with aroma therapy and made essential oils for
various purposes. We would sort the garbage, and all the organic
stuff we collected in a big bucket, covered it with earth layer by
layer, for then when it was full to carry to the little garden which
was part of the complex and give it back to nature in the form of
compost. The garden extended into a proper forest going steep uphill
one of those high cliffs Rio had lots of. Both cobras and monkeys
would live there, but I did not see any in my time. It was just where
the roads and human habitation ended and about a 10 min. walk to the
famous Copacabana beach. In other words, the perfect spot and the
perfect hostess.
I felt blessed
having met her and gotten this opportunity to settle down. Believe it
or not, I actually managed to finish my thesis while there, after one
year of working on it (sporadically I may add). There was indeed a
very creative energy in her house, and so several songs/compositions
were as well channeled through me, songs which I now intend to
cultivate at the Worldbow. My Portuguese also improved significantly,
from conversing daily with Daniela.
While staying at
Daniela's, often I would go to visit Luciana in her home. She lived
with an elder named Ricardo and a girl named Daiana, in yet another
beautiful house full of art from and spiritual decorations from
around the world. “If you want to receive divine energy, take off
your shoes”, would be the first words you would read upon entering.
I enjoyed much my
visits there, always treated to food and chai, and playing music and
chanting together with other passing brothers and sisters. One line
sung from Lucianas mouth is truly like a divine blessing cast upon
you. I have never heard a voice like her's.
One special evening
there, Luciana, Daiana and me turned their couch to face out the
window and watched the full moon rise. It was a magnificent sight,
first covered by a thin layer of ever-changing clouds, giving away
imaginary shapes of whatever came to us. Then after some time the
clouds cleared and an incredible bright moon shun its light upon us.
We fetched Ricardo's binoculars and took turns getting high from
watching the moon mountains, shadows and craters through the zooming
glass. It was the day before Daiana had to leave for Europe and visit
her boyfriend in Barcelona for three months. I felt a strong
connection with her, and though sad that she would not be to find in
the Worldbow, I was just happy to have met her and to carry a bit of
her with me in my heart and mind. Luciana and Ricardo would be going
though, Bruno and Daniela, and many more I had made friends with
during my time in Rio.
Lost in Lapa
In the middle of
December I had quite the night out of the ordinary which I want to
relate now. But first things first, so let me start by introducing
you to Rudi.
Rudi, half way
through his thirties, was from Italy and about three weeks earlier I
had met him on the Copacabana beach. He was playing with his poi and
I had as well some juggling stuff with me. So naturally as juggling
tends to do, it connected two people. It turned out we shared
passions for not only juggling, but also playing guitar and singing
and he lived just on the street next to me, working in hostel, and we
just got along really really well. Having been in Rio for two months
now, I was able to hook Rudi up with some likewise artistic people
and so, easy to imagine we have had some stellar fire dancing and jam
sessions together.
Rudi had come to Rio
partly because of a Russian girl he knew from Barcelona where he was
living before. Unlike Rudi, his girl was not having a good time here
and she had decided to go back to Barcelona. She left the very same
day Rudi had to move away from the hostel he lived and worked in,
because of some negative energy and tensions between him and the
owner. Loosing his girl and his home in one day, I thought we should
do what ordinary guys would do, something out of the ordinary for
both of us; go out Friday night, drink alcohol and lose ourselves to
the night life of Rio de Janeiro. This is where my tale of this crazy
mid December night starts.
Rudi was with me on
the going out plan, as well as this guy Tom we had come to know – a
philosophy student from Seattle. Together with four girls – two
Norwegians, one British and one Carioca – we headed out into Lapa.
During the week Lapa
is just a regular non-beach neighborhood in Rio, but during the
weekends, the streets get closed to cars and both Brazilians and
Gringos join together in a massive street party; samba orchestras in
the open, other musicians and jugglers street performing, probably
hundreds of bars and clubs, and crammed with thousands of averagely
very alcoholized young people. Every single weekend throughout the
year...
We started off
walking around drinking beers and caipirinhas. We were undecided as
to which club to go into, but with lots of huge speakers and party on
the streets, we were in no hurry neither. We ended up in front of a
funk club. Brazilian favela funk that is, and yeah, it is not at all
what we would normally connect with funk. I think best I can describe
it as a non stop looping of very dirty and sexist lyrics or
female sounds, blasted out with a heavy bass, a duk dak-dak
duk-dak rhythm and a DJ's otherwise electronic creativity. It lends
itself to a very naughty energy outlet, and the Brazilians, boys and
girls alike, tend to get it done by rapid body shaking, primarily a
bend over booty or otherwise the upper torso part, while consistently
making sure the crowds are watching. In other words, Brazilian funk
is very literally in your face. The funk originates from the favelas
in the seventies, and as such it is related to the hardcore life of
drug dealers, slum dwellers, prostitutes, etc. and cops may even
arrest funk artists for their lyrics alone (especially when they are
about killing cops!).
Standing outside the
club I was the only one who really wanted to enter. I guess the
others were intimidated by the reputation of funk as having a
hardcore crowd, but my philosophy for that
out-of-the-ordinary-Rio-night was all or nothing. Rudi had gotten
hold of some marijuana and the group shared a reefer which on top of
the beers and caipirinhas had me beautifully high in no time; the
music started to grab me, my body instinctively moving in connection
with the aggressive funk energy, and before I knew it, I had left the
group to find myself inside the dark funk club, lit up only by neon
lights and green laser beams.
I went straight to
the dance floor, closed my eyes and started dancing like I was the
only person in the room. I definitely was not and I found myself at
the center of attention of on one side pimped up boys, doing their
best to challenge my poi inspired body choreographies, and on the
other side extremely challenging dressed girls and ladyboys waiting
for someone to take them with style. It was intense and lasted about
thirty minutes, before I found my way outside again to check for my
friends. They were no where to be seen amongst the thousands of
people partying. I walked around a bit and ended up back at the funk
club without any luck.
The night was meant
for cheering up Rudi, but in a place like Lapa during these packed
weekends, I thought I might as well give up searching and enjoy the
moment instead. So what happened next was I ended up in a dance
battle outside the funk club, pitted against two beautiful booty and
upper torso shaking young girls accompanied by two extremely flexible
ladyboys, during splits and otherwise impossible moves. I was easily
beaten, though my yet again poi inspired jumping around did earn me
some cheers and street credit before I went on to see what else this
night would have in share for me.
Upon passing some
old timers – a fair guess would be they were homeless –, sitting
against the wall in a very crowded and moving street, I politely
asked if I could join them. It was mainly their bongo drums and
tambourines that had caught my attention and shortly thereafter I was
cross legged on the street, the king of their bongo and organizing a
Manu Chao choir to much alegria (happiness) for these still very
positively surprised old timers.
After some time of
this I bid them my fondest farewells and feeling a bit dizzy I bought
a bottle of water and sat down with some handcraft vendors to fall
back on earth. Admittedly, I am not Legolas anymore, and the four
beers and the caipirinha, along with the herbs, had naturally taken
its toll on me (nerdy Lord of the Rings joke!).
What happened next
was I met some Australians who I got along with. We went to sit and
chill on this long and colorful staircase famous in Lapa. Walking up
the stairs, a very talented congas drummer and his capoeira songs
singing friends caught my attention. I stayed to clap along for some
songs where after I got my turn as the singer. The congas drummer
superbly accompanying me as I gave it all I had with the only
complete song I knew in Portuguese – an Afro-Brazilian hymn about
the sea goddess Iemanja related to the Santo Daime religion, and I am
proud to say the crowds around us loved it. Afterwards I found my new
Australian brothers, near the top of the staircase. We sat there for
some hours probably, talking, smoking, me leading some more songs and
chants and just having a really chilled time.
Before going home I
went for something to eat, and not being on the meat wagon these days
I had a very hard time finding anything. Brazilians eat meat like
chickens eat everything! I ended up with a satisfying corn cake and
some bananas and singing through the streets, me and the Australians
went looking for a mini bus to take us home (they lived near me in
Copacabana). Suddenly a group of about five very young girls,
attracted by our at this point very silly singing I take it, came
rushing to us and started doing that bend over booty shake right in
our faces. They were probably no more than twelve years old, yet they
definitely knew how to shake their booties! One Australian responded
wisely by simply starting to shake his booty right back at them in
the worst Gringo style! It worked and they moved on laughing loudly.
“Definitely time to get home”, I thought.
Aboard the mini bus
it turned out we were in the company of some other song happy people.
Them being cariocas we took turns trying to impress each other with
respectively English and Portuguese songs. Everyone together we
manage to pull off Wonderwall in the best cliché manner, and I just
hope the driver was able to concentrate.
I got home safely
under a brightening sky around six in the morning and fell flat on my
bed. And that was it for the crazy-out-of-the-ordinary-Rio-night.
Indeed a healing day was ahead of me, and let let me just continue
the tale with how that went.
The healing beach
The next day I woke
up sometime in the afternoon and got a hold of Rudi. I thought I
needed to make up for my disappearing the night before. After all the
night had been meant for him. We agreed to meet up to play some
relaxing music and balance out the intensity of the night before. So
a bit later we found ourselves in front of a coffee shop in
Copacabana, shot down a cafezinho and were about to find a park or
place we could sit and play in, when instantly Rio was at the center
of a tropical shower accompanied by deafening thunder and lightning.
We were trapped
under a sheltering roof on the street and so we decided to sit down
and wait it out. Along the walls on all the streets people stood
closely together under the various outer roofs of the shops. I pulled
up some light percussion and a harmonica and we started jamming
together with the thundering rain.
We sat there for
about half an hour before the clouds permitted us to continue the
healing mission. The rain had been so heavy the streets had
practically turned to rivers, with buses splashing by and soaking
unsuspecting cariocas, much to mine and Rudi's delight!
From the amount of
rain we figured any park would be too wet to sit in and thus decided
to head down to the beach instead. The sand proved to be just perfect
after the rain – not too wet nor too sandy. The Copacabana beach
typically crowded with thousands of people, now only had a few here
and there, I guess because of the rain as well. Thank you rain...
We landed somewhere
relatively close to the sea, away from the noise of the many passing
cars on the road behind us. The waves were calm that day, meaning
somewhere around 1.5 meters and they made for the perfect background
sound for our little jam session, taking turns with my guitar,
playing our own compositions and backing each other up with light
percussion or the harmonica. We sat there and jammed and talked for a
while when suddenly we where interrupted. It was the sky itself that
started communicating, in a visual language I rarely have seen the
likes off!
A setting sun behind
the range of tall houses on the other side of the street where the
beach ended, gave for a awe inspiring sight. The cloudless sky
immediately behind the houses were bright blue as in the middle of
the day. But only shortly, then a first layer of clouds gave off that
orange-pink warmth we all now from a sunset. Small holes of blue here
and there kept on going until another layer of clouds shining bright
as gold blessed our eyes. More bright blue and finally some
grayish-white clouds to top it all off, like whipped cream on a
birthday cake. All those colors mashed together intuitively got me
playing a tune by the Stones:
She's Like a Rainbow
She
comes in colors everywhere
she
combs her hair;
she's
like a rainbow.
Combing
colors in the air
everywhere;
she
comes in colors.
Have
you seen her dressed in blue?
Seen
the sky in front of you?
And
her face is like a sail,
speck
of white so fair and pale.
Have
you seen a lady fairer?
Have
you seen her all in gold?
Like
a queen in days of old.
She
shoots colors all around
like
a sunset going down.
Have
you seen a lady fairer?
“She” obviously
not being any woman, but the beauty of our very world when we truly
open our eyes to her. Like all members of the Stones being males, the
metaphor of the sky as a beautiful woman, nailed it completely for me
that evening on the beach. The attraction and passion a woman's
beauty can instill in a man's heart, was just what I felt staring and
singing against that colorful and beautiful woman that was the sky.
After the song, upon
turning my head to look the other way, I got completely overwhelmed
by a sphere of the deepest darkest blue I had ever seen, with nearly
invisible clouds hanging low and far away in the horizon, brightened
up by occasional lightning. Under this amazingly divided sky I
decided it was time for a swim, and while Rudi stayed put I ran out
and jumped into the waves. The water is not so warm here in Rio, and
so it was delightfully refreshing. Even with the relative calm waves,
you still had to work a lot to be on top of them. They come in with
high speed and go back out very fast as well, pulling you with unless
you make an effort. Jumping the waves, diving under them or letting
them swim you in, is all good fun to me and it keeps you warm and
afterwards I could very satisfied dry myself with my towel.
The sun sets fast in
these parts and quickly it got darker while the far away thunder
seemed to be getting closer, so we chose to call it a day. We walked
up through the city, both of us contrasting the now dressed up
cariocas ready for another night of party.
It was Saturday,
Rudi and me hugged goodbye and each of us went home to ourselves to
enjoy an easy night upon a very immersing weekend. So thank you
cariocas, thank you music, thank you marijuana, thank you rain, thank
you sky and beach, and thank you all my brothers and sisters for
reading this far.
Time to move on
Today it is the
10th of January and I will in just a few moments leave Rio de
Janeiro. I have had a nice Christmas with a bunch of couch surfers,
and New Year was good as well though it was quite rainy.
My plan is now to do
a Vipasanna course, which is a 10 day meditation course, 10 hours
every day in complete silence. The final day of the course, when
speech is yet again allowed and the participants will talk of the
experience, will be my birthday, 22th of January. Hopefully it
will be something of a new birth for me, but I actually did not get
accepted into the course as it was already full. I will go there
still though, and it is a bit out of Rio, so I hope they will show
kindness and let me stay.
After the course (or
later today if they reject me) I will head straight to Rainbow land
in a national bio region park in the state of Espirito Santo, to take
part in the World Rainbow Gathering. I intend to stay there the whole
moon, and so in total I might now be looking at 40 days disconnection
from society and internet. So in case any of you are writing me, be
patient and I will respond probably in the end of February.
My blog is now up to
present day and it is time for me to leave. What will come next is
the unknown future, yet I feel blessed I am where I am and that
unconditional love is so abundant in my life these days. I look
forward to be sharing it with all of you, whenever we meet again.
~~~ Love, love,
love and light my dearest everyone. Maybe to be continued! ~~~